The idea fascinated and excited me, although I did feel the pangs of unease. I moved into my first house, and with it came access to a local nude beach. Among the tastes and preferences I began to explore lay nudism and exhibitionism.Īfter landing my dream career, I was able to afford new hobbies and a different lifestyle. That's not to mean I thought I was gay, but rather that a deeper, sexier side of myself was rising to the surface, and wanted to emerge. I absolutely love women, but my experiences with men made me rethink who I was sexually. Although several bisexual experiences in my late teens and early twenties opened me up to a new side of my own sexuality, it wasn't until my late twenties that I embraced my own personal sexual revolution.